I'm tired

I have published this work @induswomanwriting. It can be viewed here.

I am tired of proving myself right,
with each argument and fight
I am tired of burning myself from the inside,
after you fused the spark to show me your dark-side

I am tired of your verdicts,
that you usually predict
I am tired of running by your side,
since you were never by my side

I am tired of making this relationship work,
with all the attempts and re-works
I am tired of my life,
and want to run away in disguise

I wish you could have understood me little better,
by seeing how I made you life sweeter
I wish you could have held my hand,
and change our lives with a magic wand.

-Varsha